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Saturday, December 27, 2003
 
i'm realizing how much i like "alone" time ... mmm ... i notice that the way i think about myself has evolved ... i used to be scared of being with people. i felt suffocated by too many people ... then i used to be scared of being by myself. it felt weird being without people ... now ... i definitely find myself more of a people person than i used to think ... i'm not AS shy and antisocial anymore (HAHAHA. despite what amelia and cman think ...) ummm ... i'm still a shy person ... but i'm learning how to cope ... =/ but yeah. i definitely need my alone time sometimes ... today i was just thinking how i wished i were in my apartment alone on the roof ... but yes, it's nice being home, too ...

i did absolutely NADDA today. =] =/ =[

so yeah. today was ... ummm ... uneventful.

who wants to go down to cal poly with me (and maybe carise) sometime after new year's? hmmmmm? i know you want to ... =]

switchfoot's "beautiful letdown" cd is very good. coldplay's latest is pretty good, too ... but all of the songs start sounding the same. the "casting crowns" cd is excellent ... and the caedmon's cd that i bought is also quite good ... very acoustic and folksy sounding ... just the way i like it. =] still haven't really gotten into the shane & shane cd i bought ... i'll have to listen to it more, though ... there are very few cds that i own that i don't like ... usually after three or four listens i end up really liking it ... so many people like shane & shane ... i'm sure i'll warm up to it. =]

i have to find something to do for the next couple of weeks. i'm thinking of starting to run again ... i'm getting flabby again. meh. umm ... maybe i'll pick up ffx-2 ... and maybe i'll pick up an LSAT prep book ... ummmm ... what else ... maybe someone will play tennis with me. =] maybe i'll work on my cooking ... and smoothie making skills. =] ummm ... maybe i'll write some music ... and maybe i'll write some short stories ... and maybe i'll sleep a lot ... ummmmm ... yeah.

kay. bye. i'll have little cousins running wild around my house tomorrow ... should be interesting. i'll need to rest up.

like yesterday is gone
-bj


Friday, December 26, 2003
 
today was a good day for bay area sports fans ... not that i'm that big of a sports fan, but i was happy nonetheless.

the warriors WIN
the sharks WIN
and
CAL WINS! woooHOO ... i was watching the cal game ... it was quite exciting. =] 52-49! hoooray!

and the song i sing
-bj

 
oooh ... i didn't know that the people going to urbana were leaving so soon! i think a bunch of them are flying off today ... remember to keep them and the conference in your prayers ...

hooooray for Christmas! =] again, i am too blessed to have the love of all my family ... =D it's been an awesome Christmas & Christmas Eve ... and awesome spending time to reflect on the Christmas story ...

oh yeah, i got a smoothie maker. hoooooray! everyone can come visit me in berkeley, and we'll have smoothies. =]

world idol was TIGHT yesterday. heh heh. very spiffy. hoooray for Kelly Clarkson! w00t! yay! and i liked the norwegian guy that sounded like bono. =]

today ... not much planned ... gonna go to my auntie's for deenar ... i'll pbb try to clean up my room some. alrighty ... the end.

it's a beautiful day
-bj

Tuesday, December 23, 2003
 
wow! jon just told me his cs friend came to know Christ! wooooHOOOOOO! praise God! that's AWESOME!

vicky and i are psychic twins. =] we always say what each other are thinking before the other person can say it ... it's quite interesting, actually. =D

so today, i went to the honeybaked ham store 'cuz my auntie gave me money to pick up a loaf to make turkey sandwhiches for Christmas lunch or Christmas eve lunch ... so i drive there ... i spend ten minutes driving around this burger king looking for it ... 'cuz that's where i thought it was ... eventually find it ... spend like ten minutes waiting for a parking space ... get inside, and there are like FIFTY people in there ... woohoo ... what a long line. just like disneyland ... anyhoo ... i get up there, give them my reservation number ... and they come back with a seven pound ham ... and it rings up to be fifty dollars ... and my aunt only gave me twenty ... so i'm like, ummm ... do you have anything that costs around twenty? heh heh ... turns out the person gave my auntie the wrong reservation number ... but yeah. it was interesting ... and SO CROWDED!

just finished watching the american idol Christmas special. i heart kelly clarkson. =] hooray! and world idol is on thursday! EVERYONE MUST VOTE FOR KELLY CLARKSON! =D she's AWESOME!

wheeeeeeeee ... i'm reading a steve martini book right now ... it's really good. i like steve martini. =D

republic dominican
-bj

Monday, December 22, 2003
 
so ... who woulda thunk that shopping could be so draining? we were out shopping from like 12-3 ... got back at around 4 ... ate some food, then went to sleep. i dunno ... i was feeling kinda sick ... but i just woke up now. =] wheeeeeeeee ... i guess that was a decent three and a half hour nap. w00t! finished my Christmas shopping, though ... now seestars are watching harry potter II ... i'm gonna watch fear factor. =] picked up the latest caedmon's call cd and the latest shane & shane cd. yay. ear candy. =] i'm gonna have lots of new cds to listen to 'cuz i bought three in the last two weeks ... and my seestars both bought me one for Christmas. yippee.

no makeup at all
-bj

Sunday, December 21, 2003
 
connection service was awesome today. i like being on "connection band iii" ... heh heh ... i think we need a name. anyhoo, it's a joy jammin' for Jesus. =D i especially like playing w/ erick, ed, and jimmy. we click. =] they asked me to play for their "music night" ... not sure when or what that is, though ...

i was wondering why whenever something's wrong w/ your comp, you get that window that says "error blah blah blah ... do you wish to debug?" does anyone EVER want to debug? well ... any NORMAL people? i've tried debugging and i have absolutely no clue what's going on ... perhaps i'm just upidstay. that's why i'm gonna be a computer scientist. =]

uhm ... shopping tomorrow ... heh heh ... haven't bought gifts for everyone i was planning to buy for ... oh well ... will be a tad late.

still not sure if i'm leading a small group for norcal retreat ... i e-mailed michelle ... but she hasn't responded ... so uhm ... we'll see. i guess i'm cool either way ... well ... i dunno ... it would be a load off of my back if i didn't have to lead ... but at the same time, it would be an awesome opportunity to be able to get to know people better ... so we'll see.

i have trouble sleeping in my big bed at home. i think it's just 'cuz i'm not used to it ... i guess i just need to adjust some ...

so i found out that eric cho visited my grandma at 10:30 yesterday night ... he knows that i go to my grandma's on saturday ... but i had no idea he would ever try to visit ... plus at 10:30 at night ... that was a little bizarre ... nice of him, though ... i guess ...

unforgetful you
-bj