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Saturday, May 31, 2003
 
finally finished ffx ... dumb ending.

feeling kinda sad right now. don't know why. ummm ... yeah. don't know why. i think i miss berkeley people again. i think it's just 'cuz i got a picture of shawn, tina, and joe developed ... mmmm ... i'm such a retard ... too sensitive ... hahaha.

'nite all.

the horizon has been defeated
-bj

 
so today i went to great america with my best pal, patrick lim. it was super crowded. super, super crowded. anyhoo ... it was fun though. pat and curtis are weird, though. when we were in line for the car ride (ahahahaha), patrick and curtis were trying to point to each other's nipples. ummmm ... yeah.
"Do Bryan!"
"He's too flat-chested."
(I wore a loose shirt, thank goodness.)

ummm ... yeah. but the spongebob squarepants ride was the scariest thing i rode on today. too scary harry. we even got to hear superchick in concert as we were leaving the park. the highlight of today, though, has got to be seeing megan for the first time in a long while. she's very buff. she picked me up. ahahaha ... yeah. i missed her. too bad we couldn't talk longer. anyhoo ... good stuff, good stuff. gotta vacuum the house now.

angels on the subway
-bj

Friday, May 30, 2003
 
bryan lee hates kristine ng. bryan lee also hates amelia chan. bryan lee also also hates angela lai. those three girlies did not invite bryan to watch Finding Nemo with them. Grrrrr them. Well, they did try I guess. They called my cell phone and my dorm phone. haha ... EVERYONE, call my home phone! I don't leave my cell phone on! Now who wants to watch Finding Nemo with me? Please? Someone? I still have to watch X2 and the matrix sequel ... but does someone wanna watch Finding Nemo? :-D

so i went to h2o for the first time in a month. i didn't realize how much i missed it. our ct had fun as usual. i'm going to miss dave. dave the ... ahem. ummm, yeah. dave's mad at me.

my ipod is faulty! well, actually ... the stupid software on my comp is faulty. the software doesn't detect my ipod so i can't transfer more music. i mean, my computer detects the ipod ... it's just the stupid musicmatch software that doesn't detect it ... that's so ... argh. does someone wanna visit me and fix it? i'll buy ya food! then we can watch Finding NEMO! goody goody gumdrops!

prophets made of paper
-bj

Thursday, May 29, 2003
 
ok, i'm in a bit of a mess. my mom really wants me to get a job this summer. i mean, i really could use the money to help pay for my apartment and stuff. i guess that was my mom's whole point. i realize my parents are spending a lot of money on me to live on campus and to go to berkeley ... and it's not like i don't want to help out or do my part. it's just that i am seriously burnt out. it's hard to believe even for me, but i really feel burnt out. i mean, i know people like chi took the hard classes like me and found time and energy to work, too. i dunno ... that's just not me. i am just really, really tired. (*sigh*). i mean, i guess i haven't really had a summer vacation for a long while. in elementary and junior high i was always doing work to get ahead. in high school i went to summer school and had summer sessions for ap cal, honors precal, and ap lit. last summer i worked at sandia. i dunno ... i just wanted to have a summer off. i don't know what to do. it's hard, too, 'cuz most likely this is the only chance i have for a summer off. probably next summer i'll need to get a job just for the work experience. every summer after that i'll probably be working, too. but i really should get a job this summer ...

it also doesn't help because i'm getting really stressed out about what career to choose. i honestly have no clue. i really don't know where God is leading me. i mean, i'm really not enjoying eecs, and i'm really not doing well in those classes either. i've considered law, but i don't think i'd really fit in there, either. i'm getting so stressed. sometimes it's just easier not to think about it. i guess all i can do is pray about it some more.

sometimes He calms the storm and other times his calms His child
-bj

 
Bryan loves Mark Mulder.



she said see ya later boi.
-bj

 
you know what i find funny? that hair commercial advertising shampoo that's supposed to make your hair stronger. they show ladies tying their hair in knots and tugging on their hair and showing that it doesn't snap in half. ummm ... yeah. hahaha. i find that hilarious. okay. bye.

took all the trees and put them in a tree museum.
-bj

Wednesday, May 28, 2003
 
so. today, dave the smoker's message really spoke to me ... all the life lessons he learned in college ... it got me thinking of lessons the wise kenny wu taught me. like "build a man a fire and he'll be warm for a night. light a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life." ... that wise, wise kenny wu.

seriously, though. he told me some good stuff. he's the one that made me realize that school and grades weren't everything in berkeley.

"BRYAN! Is school life?"
"No. "
"Is life school?"
"Ummmm ... hmmm ... that's a tricky one."

kenny wu is a wise man.

call me sifu.
-bj

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANNA




mom: did you know today's anna's birthday?
me: oh?


the surrealistic adventure that will become your world
-bj

 
just got back from alumni chapel. it was fun. i can't play chords ... ahahaha. gotta go back to pick up me mum and sistas ... i didn't wanna stay at ccs so i went home.

mmm bop.
-bj

Tuesday, May 27, 2003
 
i ran today. i ran around the block in about ten minutes. i thought our block was a couple of miles ... guess not. anyway. i've been catching up on movies lately. i'm watching the second harry potter movie right now. haha.

just had a good talk with jessica. I MISS HER! SHE MIGHT TRANSFER TO BERKELEY! YAYAYAYAY! anyway, must go to sleep early tonight. i have to wake up at 5:30 to go to ccs with me mum tomorrow. alumni chapel. haha. bah. scary harry. we will see. bryan returns to ccs. funzors. (<---- i'm such a geek. :-D)

Riven ... the sequel to MYST.
-bj

 
ok ... i had another weird dream. really weird. i was at like this wwf wrestling match ... it was a women's wrestling match (ok, i'm not a pervert. it wasn't a perverted dream.) and there were about six female wrestlers going at it at the same time. and the black lady with the short hair from the dc was wrestling and kicking butt until some lady jumped behind her and took her down ... and the whole time i was thinking, "WOW ... this dc lady is pretty cool!" ... haha ... but she's not. she wasn't particularly friendly at the dc ... odd ...

flying without wings.
-bj

Monday, May 26, 2003
 
ok ... i consider today the first day of summer vacation for me.

let's see. this morning i went out to breakfast with my family. we went to baker's square and i had a hickory skillet. mmmm ... hmmm ... then i cleaned up some of the stuff in my room. then i drove myself to best buy and i bought the JASON MRAZ cd and the CATCH ME IF YOU CAN dvd as a gift for my sister. i've been playing geetar for the last hour. my fingers hurt. oh well ... it's on my to-do list so i had to start crackin' on it. geetar is fun. if you're good. which i'm not. :-/

tomorrow i must start my self-imposed exercise regiment. yuck.

going nowhere and taking my time.
-bj

 
who wants to hear my weird dream? (i do! i do!) okee doke. well, i don't really remember the details, but i do remember buddy telling me that he wasn't really a guy. i remember telling me he was a girl! he told me that he was going to have an operation to stay a guy, though. i was like, "i've lived with you a whole year and i didn't know you were a girl?" haha ... weird. and in that same dream, some girl told me she was really a guy. i forgot who it was. anyhoo ... yeah. weird. all i remember was stephen telling me that he wasn't really a guy. why do i have such weird dreams?

hey buddy, if you read this, check your e-mail. i need your response to a couple of things. thanks.

is she on holiday?
-bj