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Saturday, May 03, 2003
new swaying nutbunny thanks to andrew wong. it is modeled after weebl. :-D i think more and more i don't see myself as an eecs person. i'm just not the techy type. i don't really know what i want to do, though. i don't really look that far into the future. sometimes i'm disturbed by how bad i am. i mean, so often i have bad thoughts about people, or say something mean out of anger, or shoot people dirty looks ... i mean, i don't consider myself a "bad" person ... but i'm definitely not a person. yet to God, a sin is a sin. so what does God demand of us? Perfection. Purity. Holiness. it's something that i probably will never achieve on this earth, but it's definitely something to shoot for. holiness, holiness is what i long for. holiness, holiness is what i need. holiness, holiness is what You want from me. adolph elizabeth hitler -bj 
Friday, May 02, 2003
well. decided to stay in berkeley until saturday. gonna be doing this for the last three weeks of school. stupid programming assignment. oh well. prayers welcomed. :-D i've been listening to my lifehouse "no name face" cd a lot lately. really good. mmmm ... i like lifehouse. desperate for changing. starving for truth. i'm closer to where i started. chasing after You. -bj
kenny's so funny ... he comes in to check on my to make sure i'm programming - which i really appreciate since i tend to get distracted easily ... he likes playing with stuffed animals, too ... haha ... funny. yesterday night we had a bunch of people in our room talking about classic television shows and movies ... good stuff. good memories. baby cried the day the circus came to town. -bj
Thursday, May 01, 2003
Read this powerful interview . Wow. It's about a Christian musician who married his sweetheart even though he knew she had cancer and would probably die. Very touching. He's also a very good musician. I really like his song Walk By Faith. And his song I Still Believe is based on the death of his wife. I started to tear up reading this interview. Very nice. tea for two and two for tea -bj
wow ... this thing is so accurate ... " Your Mood: You are probably feeling overwhelmed at the moment. It is as if you have too much on your plate and need time out. Perhaps you need a rest so that you can recharge your batteries; at the moment do not feel ready to take on more challenges. Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost! Your Present Situation: Your current situation isn’t challenging you at all. You are set in a routine and the result is that you’re feeling boxed-in and closed off. You’re craving freedom, yet you’re unaware on how to change the present situation. This is causing you to remain in your humdrum routine.Your current situation is causing you a great deal of angst. Somehow you have become over-involved in something that is leading to feelings of stress and doubt. You are at risk of feeling overwhelmed and exhausted. Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time " ladeedadeedadeeda -bj
the result of my mood test thingy: "You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm. Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say. All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favorite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax. Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise. You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company." wow ... pretty somewhat accurate. it is our style to seldom smile and never laugh -bj
Wednesday, April 30, 2003
i am thankful for easy physics assignments, omlettes, summer vacations. someday i'll wish upon a star -bj
God is good. We've got our lease signed, and as of July 30th, I will be a tenant of the Berkeleyan! I'm glad I don't have to purchase a bed or bar stools ... NICE ... :-D. beware the nutbunny! -bj
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
isn't life more than physics? isn't life more than programming? why yes! yes, it is! sugar-pie, honey buns. -bj
Why, why tell me do you wonder why Some can look so hard and miss the truth Some will stumble over it a hundred times And never ever see the living proof But there's a kind of love the world can never deny Let the world see it in our eyes The world will wonder why if you and I Will shine His light And hearts discover life When we decide to let ours go We've got to give it up And live the love That opened our eyes Live your life The world will wonder why (Wonder Why as sung by Avalon) -bj
stephen picked out some nice headphones for me ... :-D ... mmmm ... good stuff. i am really lucky to have friends that put up with me - and my annoying tendencies ... especially my tendency to get annoyed ... :-D i'm gonna write a poem on the spot ... the day is long my strength wears thin it's easier To sink than swim but You calm the storm and still the seas and I know Your strength is perfect for me and though tomorrow's yet another day i know i can handle whatever comes my way not by my strength but through Your's alone until the day I make it home and on that day I will find rest with no more trials with no more tests and then I'll know and then I'll see just how much You've done for me You brought me through Each and every day And were my strength In every way I thank You Lord For now I see That Your strength alone Is enough for me. haha ... yeah ... wrote that in five minutes just now ... i guess it's been on my mind ... 'cuz i've been so busy ... yet God always seems to bring me through each day, each week, each month ... thanks, God. whole-hearted. -bj
Monday, April 28, 2003
andrew's conception of a nutbunny:
haha ... good stuff. i'll move it to my title spot later ... too tired right now. if you guys get the chance, please pray for my grandma. she was in the emergency room this past weekend. thanks. -bj
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